Please, shoot me.

Shoot me now that u can.
Take out the beast in u… free yourself. Set me free. Rest in the peace of your soul, the calm of the victory.
Shoot me now you are here… but stop judging me and looking at me like that. I’m not a monster. Give me my last kiss…I’d like to vanish in your lips once more. Fly. I will follow u into the dark. Scream at my ear, and say: I HATE U! And hit me if u want. But don’t look at me like that or I’ll pull the trigger.
Shoot me now that I’m dead. Now that I’ve lost u.
Shoot me before the morning twilight, before I try to fix things. I won’t stop u. I wanna find peace too. Is the only way to make amends for the damage.